patwin514

Look into my eyes, what do you see? Past my soul, who am I to be? Only you can witness my true self. Only you can see this empty shell. Our ball of fire, waiting to cross the skies. or maybe just for me to pick my disguise. Tell me who I am today. Tell me what I must fake. Tick.. Tick.. Tick... Tick I guess happy is roulette's pick. Time to put on the yellow tie for the day. Oh yeah, almost forgot this smile before I went my way.

I look into the mirror and what do I see... You are with him, crying unhappily. You turn to me on the right nights, complaining about his evil ways. "He drinks the night away and never has anything nice to say. I'd like to leave every time he hits me, but I love him so faithfully." The years you have come to confide in me, and I have been there all the times you were in need. Without even asking, I've done you this one deed. With all my soul I say, "I love you." Now, while I pull this knife from his blackened heart, I turn and look you in the eyes. "Do you love me too?"

When I drink, I reach the brink. The brink of devastation is caused by this inebriation. One beer, two beer, three beer, after this you should not be ready to steer. Four cup, Five cup, Six cup, you're on fire to shoot up. See it, shoot it, make it, you're ahead by a bit. Eight down, nine down, almost made the ten. Last one, tenth cup to be the champ. Make it, get it in the hole. You made it, put them in their role.

Oh what a beautiful Californian day, the sky is clear and the air is dry. The sun glistens down and illuminates the way. The rays heat my face as I smile to the sky. Today is the day I see true beauty. Today is the day I commit to true beauty. I stand and watch as it dances in front of me. Our hips sway as the hands of the wind guide us. The orange of your hair sparkles off my eyes. The warmth heats my cold heart. Your rage feeds my satisfaction. Your rage soothes my revenge. Oh the perfect Californian day, the sky is clouded and the air is hot. The sun glistens down is blocked along the way. The fire heats my face as I leave

Oh you fill up my rage with the shit you leave behind, the mess, the dishes, the garbage you leave me to find. The chores are supposed to be split equally, but I find myself doing more subsequently. While I work my day off to scrape by the here and now, you sit on your lazy ass all day and play WoW. When I come home, just one day, I wish a clean house it can stay. But in the moments I ask you to contribute, you stare at your screen and stay mute. One day long after I have up and disappeared, you are still trying to keep your character geared. Hopefully... just hopefully, you will notice all the filth on the ground, and this will

I look back to see you. Looking back to catch a glimpse, Only to see you are not there. Vengeance fills my heart Every time I miss your face. You gave so much of your love, Only to miss your children grow. Under my tears I say: Mom, I miss you every day. Once again I will see you. Mom, I love you with all my heart.

I need to rest, but I push through. I must be tired, but know what I must do. Nothing in life is handed down. I need to best my every day. I must be fired to push my way. Follow as me to get that gown.

Where am I? How did I get myself here? I look around the room; I am in an unfamiliar world. The cold stale air in room sends a shiver down my spine. My heels thud on the polished floor. I am confused. I am naked. My bodyguard is my only protection to this new world. I am now faced with an unknown being. Is he God? Is he the Devil? I do not know. As my bodyguard engages his, I become surrounded by him and his 12 minions. His face is blank, completely void of emotion. His voice is monotone, as if he does not know any emotions. His eyes are searing. The only indication I am not staring at a corpse. If I do not break contact now, my soul will be